24.2.11

林耀基的这些日子所走过的路途

大家好。
在这段日子里
不能说我已经成长了,也不能说我还是个小孩。
本人今年已经20岁了
到头来一无所有。
以经不是在读书的日子
也在是吃喝玩乐的日子

我记得
去年的3月我开始玩了一下子 就去了大山脚苦工了差不多半年
在这半年里
我真的以为我能出人头地
但是还是一样
我不觉得后悔
应为我在这段日子
学会了一个人的生活
也学会了什么叫苦
虽然这些苦不比人家还要苦
但是比起别些少爷和千金小姐来说
这些苦他们跟本吃不下去
有可能还会搞到自杀的地步
一天大早起生跟那些外劳抢厕所
吃外劳煮的饭
睡在好像拉圾房的房间
但是这以经不错了
到最后还是跟外劳吵架然后回来了槟岛
我也有想过其实我已经丢下了我爸爸的脸
当初就是一时冲动回到槟岛来了

我在槟岛时
差不多失业了4个月
在这段4个月里
我玩了不少!喝了不少!苦了不少!笑了不少!哭了也不少!
还记得我差点饿死的地步
好才也还有一班的我所称他们为“兄弟”的猪朋狗友! 救了我
我也在这段日子学会了一些人生道理

去年的十月份开始
我开始进入了黑夜工做的日子
在这些日子里我过的就是
白天睡觉
天黑做工
我在一间名叫"alantist club" 里做工
也就是最近。
一遍做一遍学
又给我学了不少东西

人生,人物面孔,生活访市,做人道理,赌,想受 等等

钱 是最重要的一物
其实不管你做什么工最重要的是要有收入
有了收入 就有花的仿式,
家庭,朋友,全都会被钱所控!

这就是钱的威力。

我觉得我也写到这里了。
这就是我的人生

以后!
如果我有时间我又会在接回写。





28.3.10

Unllimited Mission Of Life.

Obviously on a system down side.


Chinese New Year Eve Over.

Fun+Enjoy= Over.




i brought up a mind. in the moment of holidays.

results came out and i gone K.O
sister Washed my brain. and that is how i come up with the moment to get the life.


berlive the day when you are sitting at house shaking your leg. vault is came and you came out.
surely your parents are madding at you.

see what you know learn what you get.
and you will thinking that they are annoying.
that you know thing more than they do.


back then.
child like us was totally WRONG.

since you ware born,
you ware feeded by them
they grow you up and so they know you.
they know you more than your firend. your best friend, your girlfriend/boyfriend DO


back to the time you will get scolded by them and you will querral with the lovely parents.

and thats is family. work out is the firstly thing you need to make for taking the understanding.
to understand them you need to know more bout them.
i apriently berlive that your parents will get you or forced you to study when was getting the right time to educated. and ya.this is becauese they want you know more knowledge. having more brighten life in future.
more than they do.thats why i said.
we would never gain the more expierence than our parents do.

since they even can give brith of you and make a chancec from god to get you to this world.
thanks them.and you obey them.

work.
when time has come.
i made my choice to berlive the orthers.
berliving the orthers i might get a brighten future.
that means i giving my future into darkness.

by then time is still the thing you need to gain.
the more time you gain the more expierence you gain too

die?
i have no ideal when i would meet the greepy nipples.
haven't they see me first?

sister'said
"TIME IS GOLD WHEN SCHOOL LIFE IS FINISH"
"GRADUATE MEANS JOBLESS"
"Young Man Should Be Worthless Than Old Man"
"Think Globaly. Not Local" & "Thing Never Look With One Side,Think with Diffrent Way of Future"
i get it and make a promise with life time gaurdian to change.
so thats a unlimited mission i have to gain trought.

I.
Remember the day
I told my slef that i gona change.
thought that i am changing. thought that i already become wisely Good boy.
Thought That i am ADULTLY.

but whats the point when adult live with unmuture mind?

standing the middle point of World Waiting To Blow.

so

futurely.
i Dreaming And Doing This few question:
Work Outstration Or Location?
after Out'da Penang, Should i come back or dont?
friend? life time supporter or just part of the memories?
answer is Leave and Never Come Back?
Never Come back made You.......................
wisely stay peace.
i never doubt with any of you.
but i think i might done something stupid to you.
that you never thought.
and let's seens nothing and move our life.
cruely world are soon suiside. for reasonable.

see the life of you. Love makes nothing or Long Pain?
nothing can heal with Pain Killer or Medic.
thats all pain. pain & pain.


Listern To: Gorillaz-latin simone


CHANGING MY LIFE IN FUTURE FOR LIFETIME MISSION.
i had and I MUST.