effect,drugs,art,imagination.

welcome...is been awhile.....
i dont have anything to split out recently...
but i do prepair stuff that everyone dont know...


sometimes i have the illusion...
or i just called effect!
drugs!

speed up.

i dont have any idea to do with these picture...but its take times.


so i when to qb with my gigssib sista...
and happy brithday to her friend? XD



and thanks to doreen

i had this shot...with unknow...and looks like little punk.with a raskay head

and of tonight....


evil and coldheart so be added in humens heart.
we wont get hurt.

NIGHTMARE.

its 3:00am in the midnight and morning......

and i m here to write a blog , and i don't really think / know what to do

okay lets get started...
i was so "fuckup" with this few night
cant get those good sleep or well
is so like i am in some nightmare?

yeah actuarly is not
or maybe i cant get to sleep well to those freaking SHIT that run around my mind...

well as you can see.....i was so predicted to fairy tale that would happen in my life....
BUT
that wont happen....even if i touched the sky one day...the storm are still kicking me down from it

move on.
time is what i need....but still
the wound are still remain in the heart that have stabbed

GUYS! this kind terrified stuff would happen in life if you ware someone like me....
would be good? or bad? no idea....

i m still looking back the to past...but just left a dust
nothing will pass out with a flash like whats so called....
GOD LOVE YOU ALL!

sorry but i dont!


okay guys ! after a horrible nightmare that terrified me
are just wake me up...
so i just sit back in front of this shitty and old comp to blogging
cirgarates and steam face....
or rather SHAUN called FUCKFACE
"haha" well
i enjoy with that

so good night to the hell and heaven even i can say....
BOY there is no heaven at the sky....
*credits to BABYBAXX*
well get that fucking pain away! stay what you are....
you guys tell me that? i tell you back!

understanding my pain? you have no where that far away from here.....


BYE

3:15AM end a night! of this



hey mates! this is all what i got! want some? come to me!

and fuck those dude that pretend normal!
i will fuck you ! for pretend that! dont ever say you dont have porn in your computers
if that so! come to me! i give you some!
if you have and pretend shit!
come to me! i give you the katemine that free from god
forced you to fill em all up in your mouth! FUCK!

BITCH! FAKE! SHIT!

bye!

time flow with dust

morning humen and shitty!

i m no longer a locker.
stuck for awhile with bux
and books

so now.....lets say! i have to CONCENTRATE AT ALL SHIT! WITH SCHOOL!
AND THAT SHITTY PAPER!

sounds bastard and gays....but look!
i know how to deal with it!

the wound is healed day by day

things goes thruoth but shine from the sun will bride the road

LOL! - -
i have no idea what the FUCK am i talking....

okay
recently will be hanging my head on the scream kill violence shit's shitty music
and for me? is fucking nice.

either than that i get a goal to reach a nice scale in that paper
and my MALE guardian will pay something for me with "supprize"
and so ...whats that?

tattooo money money tattoo...work pay work pay...
study study marks suprize
?
my life?
its not like this?


so i am here to say something!

I M BAD! when you know that? you should shout out the word! "FUCK YOU"
if you dont! please dont be coward at the back of me
and trowing those assasinated swords on me...

its sounds like pain....but! sorry! i ma pain killer!



jesus will fuck you!

and this show that! i m harm of nothing but my slef! get the real fucking me!

i dont belive in any religion! so dont be fool with shit! on well you will try out to
control my mind! and say! you fucking shit! should! belive!

will FUCK YOU!

dont underestimate me! fuck!
get your rife! and shoot in here! if you can! i mean my heart is here! - -

<3

HELLO! FUCKER BASTARD PEO! is time to HIGH ! and touch your fucking sky!


lets go!


bye

lol ini sarah luan luan tag! - -

A.adrew mohin
1) how was his person? eh....kinda funny?
2) what does he like to download? PORN LA OFCAUSE! bodoh!
3) his an beer prince? nope i dont think so?but has a legend?

B. Ben...Mr.Orange juice/pussyboss
1)how did you know him? foot BALLS?
2)why does ppl call him Mr.Orange juice? cause carol give it to him!
3)how he own a name like "PUSSYBOSS" ? cause he drink cocktail! as like "ORANGE JUICE MIX BEER" ewww

C. christin
1)she/he was someone like? ooo someone that was like a shoping cow!
2)is she/he rich? yeah i think so? what for? she dint pay me also....- -
3)how was she/he recently? 1935 cold war?

D.DANNY BOY
1)can he speak hokkien? lu eh hiao kong hokkien wa bo?(he dont really know)
2)what icon can he be? SCREAMO DOG?
3) did he scare his gf?yeah he is...but he is too shy...- -

E.edmund tai
1)he is someone that can? help you fix your tyre
2)is he strong enough?


F. Father dad
1) Are you related ?father la!/guardian of house!*DO RESPECT*
2) Could you live with this person ? not bad
3) What school does this person goes t ? EX of SMK GEORGETOWN.

G. GuoZhu
1) Is he/she a good listener ? yeah when he goes gay! 0 0
2) Have you ever lied t make this person feel better ? we are magnet!
3) Is this person good looking ? err is a bitter for me!

H.1heyman,2hayley
1) What grade is he/she in ? he! has gradute,SHE maybe kenal suspend!
2) Is he/she your friend ?they are my rock star!
3) Ever done something illegal with this person ? yeah having metal sex!

I.irene
1)do you know him/her well?err i dont think so...
2)are you a friend of him/her?just say hi before.. - -
3)you'r all enemy?err i dont think so...cause i dosent know her well

J.jeremy
1) How old were you when you first met ? in some net fight
2) How did you meet ?he find me for the sake of fly high!
3) Ever danced with this person ? i think so...when we get high?

K. Kevin
1) Do he/she have any siblings ? i dont think so....
2) Do you know he/she favourite song ? hardstlye fucka....- -
3) What would you do if they confessed he/she liked you ?ops! not me...but to "someone" he will be very crazy for...

L. LEON TAN
1)how long had you know him?errr kinda long....*story tales*
2)what kind of person is him? CRAZY MOTHER FUCKER!
3)did he meet his love one? YES...they done well!

M. melvin tan
1) Is this person older than you ? Same age.
2) Is this person single ? I think so.maybe?
3) How many times do you talk t them in a week ? he was busy....

N. NONE! that i will tag bout this...even i know some one

O. ORANGE THE ORANGE SELLER
1)did he got balls?yeah big balls!
2)did he dance? yeah you will get shock!
3)did he drunk? never i think?

P. patrick
1) Have you ever been t the mall with this person ? Yeap.
2) How about a sleepover with he/she ? i fall as sleep when i was watching foot ball at his house
3) Does this person have a job ? big buiness.but kinda free man

S1.shaun FROM DR.BOON
1)where is him curently?lost
2)do you have a relative with him?we are both GOD
3)how long did you know him?omg i m tired to tell that! as long as your god living

S2.sara
1)who is she?my adik
2)do you like her? lol ini orang metal problem ! mau kena disiplin
3)did she have bf?ade macem Xdak ni!

T. thoms
1) Would you do anything for him/her ? for the sake of free hair cut!
2) Have you been to his/her house ? when i need a hair cut!
3) Where do he/she lives ? neverland!

U. you
1)how much did you love her/him?she/him belive the sake of god! says god love everyone! (FUCK!)
2)did him/her know whats call metal gig?i bet none of you who visit here know! even you know! try to tell me then!
3)did him/her scream like hell? yes ofcause! if you dont scream you when get scared...- -

V. vivien the fish ball
1)how was she? gile babi!
2)what she like?cash!
3)is she your favorite person?excuse!she is just an waitress weyh! see this ? o0o

my story

why i been so hardly for? why i been so confidence for?
sake for nothing but get stab in the core of body.
drive deep get killed by sharked with one shot!
you stay sky i stay ground! thats the diffrent!
you leave me.i lost you.i do love you! infact that was alots!
and why do fading me?

my holiday was get ruled by mood.
thing go all wrong!
a gamble take all my thing!
i lost
lost to presure my biggest enemy.
parents,relaltionship,work,money and trial!

YOU! turn your slef in such a second.................
i know i had make you worry
times come in the fact of nothing
i am bad i am sucks.
eventuarlly with a weak heart

i trying my best to get out with you.
and i try it so hard...
i m trying to be hornest to you.
but you broke my wing.
and so now you have lies to me?
or means no?
why dont you tell me truthly!?

oh yeah i fogot its not my problem again.......
but why you keep texting those bullshit for me?
its enough.....

this place give me full of shit now.i should leave..............
if you ware me! you mind think your slef.....

i getting enough...

what if i gone?

i m chaging....

SCREAMO !

Rest.in.peace Cheng chee heng

MR.CHENG CHEE HENG.

1992-2009

age 17
know him when started to joined the basketball team at school...
life is short......
31july 1.00pm
i was on the way home from prangin....
meanwhile i recive a massage from boon keat...
its says 5C chee heng has just pass away....
i was shooked in the middle time...
but was unknown with WHO THE HELL was this...was asked boon keat how and why...
when i reach home at 1.30 asked tien suh thats from 5E art class....
and know that the guy that always smile to me when i saw him or however..
and always asked me how am i doing when after a season that coming back to school...

and saw that benjamin says " HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN!?"
after a comfort that i trying
was going for bath and all but rest at the home...

but dint attend to the funerals cause i dont know where is it....

and so thats why i m here to write some speech from myself to him!

CHEE HENG

fistly sorry that forgoted your name

BUT
i remember your smile and all...
you were always smiling in anyway or anysistuation i am...
and i wont forget you for the moment you have in the school...
rest in peace
amitabha

AMEN

from yaoji

LIFE IS SHORT.....BUT WILL ALWAYS BEEN A BEAUTIFUL FATE AND UGLYER DESTINY.
makesure you enjoy your happiest moment you have...and its precious...

you are always in our beloved memories...
good bye.....
ended



was sick now going off bye!