29.10.08

this is the world most greatest idiot guy!

man!! i hate this feeling

i hate the feeling that when i give up to uu for such a long time....
but i still miss you...
err somekind of like that ...
i think

well
1st chapter...


is for HER
titile is
I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU

ya i think that you cant see this oso..so i decide to write at here...
you know sometime i seeing some orther ppl smile
its always remind me of YOU
why your smile always run into my life..!!!???
man this is fed me up....
i know that we wont have future...but MAN i cant forget u and u dun know that??
ya we having a good time that time ofcuz
but ya you got the feeling with me i know that and i very thanks aswell
but ya you say that we cant have the future ofcause
is truth i noe i reconize that
and but....
you know wat is my feeling??MAN!! why dont you try to fall in love with a guy then you feel the
pain when he say we dont have future...
i know you are just feeling but i m with love...
and why....why are you still run it out at my mind....
and...
and...man this is shit!!!
ya
and is truth i cant sing cause...i reali cant sing at all
and not i dun 1 but is real i reali cant sing
and i scare to sing for you cause i scare you hate me!!
and it because i love you!!!!
mann why you dun understand me.....
why you keep showing me you and your orther part picture
man you know i m so jelouse!!!
and i try to figure out...at sometimes!!
i reali HATE YOU!!!
but in the efect....
i know that i was still love you!!!



the 2nd chapter
titile
(this kinda short alitter bit err and there are 2 gal in this chapter i jsut make it in 1)
(and is not the same gal in the chapter 1)
why can you make me thinking of you always


welll
sometimes i told i been forgot you...
sometime i tod that i reali can forgot you
but why you wana find me
and is this wat you wan??
is it you wan me to thinking back of the past??

and sometime why you will get into my mind...
and why and why ...
you know i was so hurt some time...ya
i m so sure that i was hurt you fist..
but i m getting hurt my slef...
ya we are go until limited
but i still got the feeling you know!!i will block you and i will deleted you from this moment
!!!

i will find you when i wana find you!! thats all!!
ya i know you have been give up i think!!

hope is truth

and dont ask me whu is those gal becuz they was die like a long time for me
and of cuz they dint talk with me for like a hell long time
how long??
err
about 2 years??? BULLSHIT!!

haha okay thats all is time for some idiot

man i m james bond.......!!!
i kill 100 and 50 dog in one time !!!
err 007 is comming out haha whu gona watch it??
lol haha